Went for my second run today

I haven’t ran in so long and I’m suprised the level I’m at, I can run half a mile before I begin to even think of slowing down. Nowhere near as good as I was when I was running about 3 miles a day but I’ll get there.

Back!

So I haven’t done this in a hell of a long time….since before the semester started. OH! which reminds me I’m back in college *cue the dubstep montage of me buying books, and talking to counselors.

SO I’m in school and working and it’s finally starting to balance out. I’m seeing where I can study and I’m even becoming a much better student. I’m trying to be the gunner(no, i’m not in law or med school) for every class I’m in. Which is probably more difficult than I thought because not only do I have to read everything, I have to remember everything. -_-

But anyway I’m taking 4 classes, psych, algebra, philosophy and national government. I still feel like I’m taking general education courses but I am still unsure of what degree I want to pursue.

My main issue now is choosing my degree based on emotion or rational thinking. On one hand I do want to go into a job that will pay me a good amount in the future but I also am thinking I may regret not going into something I’m passionate about.

So maybe if I can fin a way too satisfy both of those….like get my B.S in some well paying area then go back to school later in life and do something I’m passionate about. Idk. But that sounds like a good plan.

Real World TONIGHT

Bout to pop in this Digornio Pizza and watch the muthafuckin Real World!

My boy Rob is bout to get French’ed toniiiiiite! Pat yourself on the back if you understood that Jake and Amir reference. 

Window Shopping

I am an advid fan of window shopping. Now before I go on I think you all should know I do get money *Cue the balla music, strippers and money rain*

So I don’t window shop because I can’t pay I just would rather not. Wait, let me explain! Also stop giving me the raised eyebrow, it ages us both. 

When I spend money on anything I feel really guilty and regret my purchase instantly. Even when the purchase is totally feasible. I spent $12 at Yogurt Vi the other day and even though it’s a really healthy purchase that cleared my G.I tract for days, I still felt really guilty about it. Run on sentence, RUN!

So my solution is to window shop. So I go into stores and move around all the DVD’s, try on 50 outfits and ask a billion questions just to walk out empty handed. I feel a power surge when I walk out the door with all my money still intact because I know I can go to the nest shop and by whatever I want. Maybe that is what makes it feel so great, the freedom given from all the choices I have.

7 am right now….

Think I’m going to go to Target and let the employees follow me around the store for 2 hours. Bye, yall!

Expecting company…better clean up my Tumblr.

dark places in my mind

filter light to there is none

here there is only numbness, loneliness and yet tranquility 

to forever be wrapped init

is just wistful thinking

just thinking 

50 Shades of Grey

Just started reading….noooot soooo baaad. I will surely finish this and show that I am lord of all I survey. Wink, wink, nudge, nudge.

Haven’t Posted in Awhile

Okay going to just bullet point what’s been happening

• Unreasonable shit happening at work
• My network is spreading
• Possible car purchase in the near near future.
• Procrastinating signing up for college classes.
• Getting a second job. Don’t know where.

That is all.